People mistake kindness for weakness all the time. A smile on my face doesn’t make me naive. A gesture of politeness doesn’t make me weak. And avoiding confrontation doesn’t make me a coward. There will be times in your life when you feel you have absolutely no one to turn to. When you think you’re the only one struggling in this world. Well wake up and smell the coffee…. I gave an older man a few bucks so he can buy himself some pizza. And the sad thing is, he was happier than most people I know. He had no family, was living on the streets, and wasted his life. But he still managed to say thank you and god bless. He still managed to smile. His smile, with his crooked teeth, gave me more hope than I have had in a long time. So when you feel like the world is against you and you have no one to turn to. Open your eyes and realize, we all feel like that at some point.. So don’t think for one second that excludes me. Im human just like the rest of you..
Im rockin out over here with my new guitar set up.. Its awesome!! Rock and roll people.. 
I figured out a way to make some extra cash.. It has so far been the funnest way to make money that I have ever done. Sometimes it is not definite that I will receive money for the work I put in but it is still fun. It started with an idea to make ten dollars a day. Then I thought I could make one hundred a week. This week I may make more than three hundred. Last week I made zero. Overall it is keeping me busy and making me some cheddar or bacon or whatever………
These Professional lights should take me straight to the top.. Well maybe not since everyone is in a rut.. But they look great, I already tested them out. No more yellow lights and color correcting……
I was tired of looking at the old glass tables. I was about to toss them when I had a brilliant idea. Just paint them. They were given to us for free so tossing them wasn’t going to hurt me so much. The thing is though, to buy new ones would be more than i want to spend. So I got ten bucks worth of paint and an hour later brand ‘new’ tables. They are black with a manly satin. They look awesome!
We are also having a small BBQ tonight so they will look a whole lot better than the way they used to look..
So Brendan started crawling the other day. Some say this is not a milestone in a child’s life… “internet people”… You have to crawl before you walk. It was awesome watching him learn and then crawl across the room. The thing is, now I have to constantly keep an eye on him. They say. . . “Don’t touch that its hot!” or “Eat your vegetables their healthy!” But sometimes its just hard to listen. Someone told me nothing is as important than your child, and he will grow up fast. Don’t pay attention to whats on TV or anything else than can distract you from the little one. This is one piece of advice that will never go unheard. Just the other day I had to hold his bottle, now he’s starting to do it on his own.. I could fall asleep by his side. Now I wake up and he’s already making his way to play with the stuff under the bed. He will grow up and be his own man one day and i will be his old man!! And when that day comes I will be able to tell him stories and jokes about his life. And when that time comes I will have no regrets… Because I’m here. And when that day comes the TV shows, or parties, or thing, wont matter.. He will……