First off let me say that every month on the 17th I record what Brendan does that day. One day we went to the car wash, and another we just watched movies. I also recorded him on the fourth of July. So I decided that every year on his birthday would be a grand finale of the year. And that would have to be the best video of the year. His Birthday! Once a year the girlfriend and I take a trip to California to visit the happiest place on earth. We decided to go for Brendan’s birthday. How fun right? Well it turns out some people think its ridiculous to take a one year old….. They will never remember!!! First of all, we go once a year. Second he doesn’t have to remember, its the idea of vacation with family that important. And thirdly, I don’t remember the day I went through puberty! Heck I don’t even remember my 21st birthday……. When he’s older and watches every video I make for him he will not only know I love him, but he will also know he has a family that cares enough to have fun with him. Little or not. I had some rude comments and some people trying to tell me what to do with my kid. All I have to say is, I cant wait to sit on the beach with my son on his Birthday. That is something we will never forget…
Aug 19
Aug 02
Everyday I think of what I could be. Of what I could have been if. . . I’ve derailed and Slowly to not even started picking up the pieces. To be honest I don’t even know what happened. It seems I’ve lost control and gave up. I have been trying to start over and start fresh. But I keep letting things get in my way. Its sad to say, being a dad, that I must learn to crawl all over again. I need to chisel every aspect of myself from the inside out. Nobody is perfect but perfection is exactly what I aim for.